I managed to finalize my paper after 15 years of thinking. It is a source of chanelling I guess and, only partially, of talent, intelligence.
I did have a dream where a woman Ive met during one of my trips, a beautiful one, but somehow torn inside, was accidentaly 60yo and handed me a piece of paper sitting under a tree. It was meant to be her writing a book but when I started reading the piece of paper I was given, it turned out to float and project picturesque solutions to my problems.
I had this feeling that I would never be able to solve the problems myself, ie. to solve the problems without the help from outside.
Two dreams like this, extremely similar, it was unbelievably unforgettable experience. THese two dreams were very calm, steady and pretty long and I felt like I didn't understand everything from them. Why a specific person? Why a dream? Strange.
Right now posting my work to renowned professors in the field. Unbelievable story.